my person has to lose half of herself and find the whole.
it seems surreal sometimes. one reality has been subverted and the absence of a new reality is startling.
when i was but a young pup, i used to wonder how being in limbo could be such a bad thing. hurry up and wait is really not all that tasking. after all, caltrans workers have made it a way of life. now i know better. it is purgatory.
the wait is forever.
