so, i've been thinking. there are a lot of things my person can do single that she would never have been able to do as part of a couple. mf is one of them. she changed her eating habits to support the ex when she had a gastric bypass, but good ol' ike would not have been supportive of her doing this. oh, ike would have SAID she was, but then she would have brought home junk food. i know, because it's what she did before. my person would ask her not to, and ike would say ok; the next day it was back.
looking back, i have to wonder if she was intentionally sabotaging my person's efforts. it doesn't make sense since ike is a size 4 now.... but after my person began to obviously look like she'd dropped a person off her butt, ike began really derailing those efforts.
the breakup still hurts my person on some levels (on some occassions). but maybe it happened because it was the only real shot my favorite person would get at helping HERSELF. she always did everything for everyone else. maybe this happened so that she could meet her own needs for a change. i guess that makes it so much more important for her to succeed. we paid dearly for this chance. we won't mess it up.
400/300/282/160
